I bought a new iPhone case. It's really thin, so it makes my phone really hard to hold on to. I have big hands. I regret prioritizing "less pocket bulge" over "functionality and protection" because now it keeps slipping out of my grip. I'm begging for a shattered screen.That's about the most significant thing that's happened in my life recently.
That and I paid $200 to take a master class with a casting director. For those of you who aren't actors, it will sound weird when I tell you I spent $200 for somebody to tell me, "Just be confident," but it was incredibly worth it. Like your therapy. I think we can get a lot of affirmation from friends and family, but eventually we just need to pay somebody so we can at least feel like we're cutting through the bullshit.
Other than that, well, I'm sitting kind of dormant. My best friend and roommate has been gone for three weeks and has texted me twice. Cheers to his ability to move on. I'm still waiting on notes from my spec script which is due in over a week, so last-minute is still a thing. I'm reading a really big book that makes me feel smart when I pull it out on the train, except that it's titled NEW YORK, so I also feel like a Romanian tourist compensating for a small penis.
Oh, and I found a new Chinese restaurant I really like. Their egg rolls aren't too crispy and they always give you extra soy sauce. But the delivery guy is starting to acknowledge how often he comes to my house. I'll have to change restaurants soon or find a way to get him fired. Either way, it will be easy.
And I really hope Lindsay Lohan's docu-series gets a second season.
I should leave the house,
TJB: Making It
